I lean against the wind, pretend that i am weightless and in this moment
i am happy
5.31.2002

No, I did not write this, no mom I did not write this. But I seriously think its some great writing. check out this site http://thatbitch.com Intresting URL huh? I've read thru her whole site 3 times easily.. it's amazing. Utterly amazing.

what is the meaning of sex, the meaning of sex, what is the meaning of sex, like, sex is I'm sitting on the edge of the tub squeezing my thighs tightly and velvet is running on the tile, down the side, I'm squeezing to suppress it, to internalize this pheening I'm feeling, I'll explode it's overload what is sex I'm leaning against the locker at school my back against cold metal as I sliiiiide, my back is cold and tingling and all the boys are mingling cause I'm jinglin baby, I'm jinglin baby, I'm jingling baby...

two twin butterflies meet and mate in the damp air is sex with fluttering wings and dire consequences and dust falls from wings and flight becomes an impossibility is sex, the meaning of sex, sex is eye contact, a glance, a hushed sigh of desire and it's tired and sleepy drowsy I'm horny honey in the morning and thrusting pulsating hips at dusk is sex-y...

wow...the delicate full hips of a woman make my fingertips tingle just a little, eyelids grown heavy cause you should be caressing me, scratching me, tinkling laughter after me, sex is i'm gently yet firmly pushing your face against the pillowcase while I penetrate and may I say permeate your mentals so is that subliminal...sex is in a silver towncar with a half-naked superstar, false eyelashes, polaroids, paranoia ensues but i'm off the subject cause we talking about you, miss, can I have a kiss, cause sex is a female stretched across a table like caramel sundae dip, and sweat elegantly dripping from her brown bottom lip

sex is desire, with d for drips tickling in pubic hair, e is cause I'd like to eat you, baby, it'd be so thrilling, s for sweet sweat and maybe I, cause I'd be more than willing to r, rev up that engine baby, release that tension in you maybe, to e I'm so excited, why fight it, don't knock it til you've tried it...
Posted by: Arleigh at 10:48 PM


The quote of the day::: Nothing is more noble, nothing more venerable than fidelity.
Faithfulness and truth are the most sacred excellences and
endowments of the human mind.
- Marcus Tullius Cicero

I finally hooked up the cable on my tv in my room, it's been disconnected for a good 5 months. Long story... on one of my many "let's move my room around" I ripped the wire from the wall apart, well not apart. The metal part off the wire which hooks up to the tv kinda well fell off. Anyways, its all fixed with duck tape. :o) So I got to watch early morning cartoons with out getting outta bed, now thats just the greatest thing in life! (Shut up, I've been home for the past week doing nothing)
Posted by: Arleigh at 11:19 AM


5.30.2002
http://www.wideshot.com/index_vision.htm look at the cows tongue!!
Posted by: Arleigh at 9:27 PM

"Sometimes the things you complain about the most about are the things you care most about."
Posted by: Arleigh at 5:34 PM

http://www.nycbloggers.com/ Really nice site for all the NYC bloggers to get ahold of each other and to see where everyone is by the ways of subways stops.
http://www.afrochic.net/ a site I found on there, she had a great comment as her last post; its kinda my life right now.
Unemployment does strange things to one's mind
Well, Summer work hasn't started just yet, so I'm basically being the housebitch; I'm expected to keep stuff clean and sometimes cook dinner. Fun. As housebitch, I am also obligated to sit on my ass and watch stupid TV. One of my new fave shows is "Dating Story" on The Learning Channel. I'm not sure how this show is educational...but what the hell?

so I forgot to tell you that yesterday I pretty much knocked my self unconsious. Yes I'm an idiot. My porch is about shoulder height with the beams underneath, I went under to turn off the hose crawled/walked out and thought I could stand up. Nope, really couldn't. I just layed there with my dog for like 20 mins hoping I wouldn't black out. Now I have a HUGE lump, bruise thingy on my head.

also, last night it was hot and nasty in our house. there was no type of air movement, even with my fan on. I refused to put the a/c on so we just suffered. The dog and I that is. My mom has the downstairs to herself, which is always freezing. Speaking of my dog, the past week has been a bonding time with us. He's been so sad cuz I haven't been home much, barely even home to sleep at night. So now we are hanging out none stop, which seems to make him very very happy.

All done, going to do soemthing outside.
Posted by: Arleigh at 12:31 PM


5.29.2002
new layout, hopefully it will inspire me to write something on here. If you haven't noticed my uhh... wordiness has gone far- far- down the tubes. The reason for the change.. I need it. I'm in a ditch again, well not as much as the past times but well I'm just stuck. In the next two months so much will happen, new job, travels, etc etc. I guess I am anticapating or however that may be spelled.
Speaking of work, went in with anand today just to look at bikes. What happened there...

a. fell in love with this Haro mountain bike http://harobikes.com/2002/mtbhome.html (extreme x2) has bout 75% of the parts i want, and the frames great- no use in getting the x3 when I am going to change out all the parts anyways.
b. think i sold my r600, sure for 400 bucks but thats half of what i need prolly for my new bike i want.
c. hit it off with my soon co-worker, Nick. Well not hit it off, we hit it off before, but he's a good guy and i'll have fun working 40 hours a week with him in the fall.
d. fell in love with a giro helmet, which is bright orange :o)

anyways i finally got home after being out with anand for 'bout two hours- my celli rings and it was some ODD ass number, guess what. It was KRISTEN. I thought that was too, too cool. I miss having her to call and vent to.. ohwell, she'll be back soon.

see i'm all talked out...
Posted by: Arleigh at 10:36 PM


flip told me i try too hard... ohwell its my life. ya know?? so doing crap for my mom all day and hopefully getting a tan.
Posted by: Arleigh at 10:59 AM

5.28.2002
kristen left for italy tonight- will be there for two weeks.

other then that nothign happened today or this week, helping my mom out alot OH quote of the night "just be a kid for once":my mom
Posted by: Arleigh at 11:07 PM


and whats going on today...
Posted by: Arleigh at 11:07 PM

5.27.2002
Fool Of Me

I remember when you filled my heart with joy
Was I blind to the truth just there to fill the space
'Cause now you have no interest in anything I have to say
And I have allowed you to make me feel dumb
What kind of fool am I that you so easily set me aside

You made a fool of me
Tell me why
You say that you don't care but we made love
Tell me why
You made a fool of me you made a fool of me

I want to kiss you
Does she want you with the pain that I do
I smell you in my dreams
But now when we're face to face you won't look me in the eye
No time no friendship no love
Don't say don't touch you I can't touch you no more
Can't touch you any more any more
I don't touch you anymore

You made a fool of me
Tell me why
You say that you don't care but we made love
Tell me why
You made a fool of me you made a fool of me

Posted by: Arleigh at 11:28 PM


Maybe the world is blind,
Or just a little unkind.
Don't know.

Seems you can't be sure
Of anything anymore.
Although,

You maybe lonely and then,
One day you're smiling again.
Every time I turn around,
I see the girl that turns my world around.
Standing there...

Everytime I turn around,
Her spirit's lifting me right off the ground.
What's gonna be ?
Guess we'll just wait and see.

Posted by: Arleigh at 11:28 PM

sorry i haven't been posting, i know i know, but blogger is really pissing me off not posting some stuff. I'm really not in the whole mental capacity to figure out movable type so I'll just randomly bitch on here.
Posted by: Arleigh at 10:35 PM

5.21.2002
blogger has been really f'd up lately, hopefully this will publish
Posted by: Arleigh at 8:55 PM

another wasted night because of stupid people drinking...
Posted by: Arleigh at 12:39 AM

5.20.2002
i'm at wills for the week- easier to get to school and what not. hopefully my mom isnt' taking it too personal...
Posted by: Arleigh at 11:15 AM

5.17.2002
Friday five is working, well I haven't looked in a few weeks but ohwell.

1. What shampoo do you use?
Umm, whatever is in my folks shower seeing I no longer have my own since plumbers like to rip out walls and mothers are busy and don't like to fix the shower that the plumber broke.

2. Do you use conditioner? What kind?
Again, yes usually sometimes like this past weekend i just USED conditioner cuz someone doesn't like to buy the shampoo or leave it in the shower when they leave for ohio

3. When was the last time you got your hair cut?
prolly hmmm, 2 months ago. after the whole "you can't talk to your friends" thing

4. What styling products do you use?
bed head is god.

5. What's your worst hair-related experience?
i had orange hair for about two weeks, i loved it thou.. so thats not worst but hmm.. dont' know


Posted by: Arleigh at 10:48 AM


so i'm goign to try and salvage atleast two of my hs classes... take the exam next week that is.
Posted by: Arleigh at 8:17 AM

5.16.2002
I'm going to post most well all of these quotes in the quote section, but they are from an email my mom sent me this am. After I explained about the whole graduation thing... she finally listened. It was very very amazing.


I guess what is bothering me the most is the whole convo with kristen, how she doesn't want me regretting it and I'm making a serious mistake. I guess why I'm bothered is because this is the first thing that I feel apart with her about. People don't do that, argue over how they deal with things... I know my friends are worried and I totally understand, but I needa deal with things the way I deal with them. I'm not out drinking or doing drugs or trying to slice myself up...I wanna be happy first and foremost. As I explained to Anand and kinda to Kristen. The type of person I am is the type of person that puts their feelings and others feelings above all. When i'm sitting on my arse at the age of 70 what will matter is who I am, not the date on a diploma. I know I'm totally different then anyone, and thats what makes me me. What sets me apart, and why I care so much and have no limits on my heart.



Don't know why its bothering me, to see someone that should know me so well doesn't- and isn't really trying to. It took me 3 hours for her to finally tell me she was thinking.. and I didnt' even get the full thing jest about what she was thinking. How will she ever understand me if she doesn't try and ask questions or talk or whatnot... I'm putting too much on it, it shouldnt matter- what matters is she tried to be there for me, right?



What's true of biology is also true of faith: If it isn't growing, it's probably dead.
Unknown


Everything that ends, ends badly - Otherwise it wouldn't end.



I prefer to do the work I aspire to do rather than a job I'm relegated to do.



What doesn't kill you, will make you stronger



No one knows the story of tomorrow's dawn.
- African Proverb



He who reins within himself and rules passions, desires, and fears is
more than a king John Milton. One of the greatest poets of the English
language, historian, scholar, pamphleteer...1608-1674



We are more like pens than pencils. When we make a mistake we can't just
erase it and go one, we can mark over it, use whiteout, do whatever, but
it is still there. But, we can go on after it and we can apologize for
it and we can try not to make that mistake again.
- Lucci Chambless


He who makes his own path leads to destruction, yet he that takes the
trail most trodden will die
- Jon Doenier


For the concert of life, no one receives a program.
- Dutch Proverb

Posted by: Arleigh at 10:37 PM


so i guess i should post on the graduation, high school- future shit. I know everyones worried and I really dont know what to say to that. I'm ok guys, emotional and mentally i'm ok. I'll deal with my own deal I guess is what i've been trying to tell everyone. I no longer care about graduation, I do but right now I don't. No one seems to get that I can't deal- I burnt out for right now. And its not that I don't want to graduate its just that I know my limits, I didn't at st mary's and look what happened. Not only did i drop out but I changed as a person, didnt' care about shit. I will graduate, just not this semester, and I wish I could tell my folks this or explain it to them. I've been pushed beyond my limits and feel like I'm so easily snapped. As jared said " say if u cant make it right now long as u dont quit or give up and get it done then its all good" now to explain this to my folks...
Posted by: Arleigh at 8:58 AM

5.14.2002
well this will probably be last post for awhile, i'm alive guys and thats all that matters right?
Posted by: Arleigh at 8:01 PM

5.13.2002
Prom was FUN... got home around 2AM, oh, and lots of stories... later saturday though somethings took a turn for the worst, well, i'll let arleigh post on that... hopefully she'll post up soon
Posted by: Anand at 12:03 PM

5.10.2002
well i guess count down has begun mr anand. i get my hair done in 2 hours, or 1.5 hours to be exact. eating now, i won't get much sleep tonight, so thats what i'll do for an hour i guess.
Posted by: Arleigh at 11:18 AM

5.9.2002
wow, in 24 hrs i'll be outa school to go home and get ready for prom.... almost there.... today is the day to get the Tux from the shop, and go around nap town... arleigh, a kind reminder, 24 hrs to get my boutinere(sp???)

sittin here in lunch cuz i ate before chemistry
Posted by: Anand at 1:12 PM


later today I'll be reconnecting my webcam, so I guess mainly to visually show how shitty i look everyday, and to figure out how often i wear the same clothes ;o) I guess I should go find some food, but I'm really too lazy to walk downstairs to the cafe and then back for math... hmph ohwell chilling in the library.
Posted by: Arleigh at 10:32 AM

And the day begins, I'll write after world civ. BTW if anyone has come nice quotes send them to my email
Posted by: Arleigh at 8:30 AM

5.8.2002
jeebus arleigh, you were really bored today... yea me on teh other hand, spent the afternoon cheering on the team to our second season victory(with 2nd places for the rest of the year!!!)

yea, i'm offically broke, i spent my last penny on the corsage yesterday, and on the way home stopped and used the almighty speedpass! so yeh, tomorrow, thursday, another full day, then over to arleigh's probably again to chill, and of course get my Tux, maybe a payback round of WWF... and then go to my 3 classes that i need to go to(in order to be allowed into prom), then home, wash/detail the A4, score some money for a tip for the valet to park the car out front, then off to pickup the gorgeous and all done up Arsbars :-)

Song of the day: Sublime - Santeria... dunno why, just happen to be listenin to it and its reminding me of when i lived in San Diego(props to the Sandy Eggo!!!)
Posted by: Anand at 8:12 PM


Lets see if this can be my longest post day ever... Recently I've been writing down on paper (like now) and transmitting onto blogger.com. It's alot easier to think away from the keyboard. When I'm sitting in front of it, all I can think about is whatever convo I may be holding on AIM or the latest post on Vortex.

I guess whats on my mind right now is the email I received from Amber Lee Hopeman about 30 minutes ago. She is being promoted the same day I graduate. She called me chicadee... I froze in place while reading that greeting. After all the times she's ignored me, or pissed me off- that one word, her nickname for me.. it made the wall I built to ignore the sadness of missing her,all come falling down.
In alittle over a year she will be back in the states for grad school, maybe I'll visit her then... Ha- that brings to mind a Savage Garden song (look below for lyrics) Its on the end of their new cd... I may have to listen to it after classes this afternoon.
She was the first friend to really impact my life. Yes, not the most influential- but the first. Which will keep her in her own league for a long time. I hate moments like this, where I want to tell her so much, but instead send an email a sentence long. Why? Because every other time that I've spilled my guts after one of her random replies she never ever replies back. SO, I guess keeping it short is in an odd way keeping my heart in check. I don't get caught up in something that isn't real any longer.
I miss her yes, but I've come to have some great friends after having distance come between Amber and I. Anand, Kristen and JP for examples. Life changes as I was told yesterday. Maybe one day Amber and I will sit down and laught about the 2 years that we barely spoke. If it never comes down to that I'll take it as it was never meant to be. Her and I staying close friends.

The other thing on my mind is that its Wednesday!!!!! The week is half over and prom will be here in 48 hours. I know I'm an idiot for not going to my school's senior prom. But I don't want to be surrounded with superficial people. People that at one time were my close friends. Atleast at Severn's prom, I won't be surrounded by ex friends. Just fake people that I don't know at all. Sure its stupid but I'm going to be gimping in my Adidas, I would rather not know the people giving me crazy looks. I guess thats just from my eys. I'll have fun and I believe thats all that matters. I just can't believe how much i'm spending at Bubbles for my hair done!! Ohwell it will be cute :o)

Oh new POD, I'm not going to the pool. Instead I'm staying after for some math help and then going home to SLEEP. But don't forget I'll be listening to some Savage Garden in between those two! I think I'm also going to write Kristen some snail mail while she's in Ohio. Haven't been much of a letter writer lately.. I remember how much I wrote amber and yeh chances of Kristen writing back are zero.. but I guess it's better then sounding like a qwack and venting on here!!! :o)
Posted by: Arleigh at 2:56 PM


Song on my mind, i'll explain in my next post after I finish eating..


I would like to visit you for a while
Get away and out of this city
Maybe I shouldn't have called but someone had to be the first to break
We can go sit on your back porch
Relax
Talk about anything
It don't matter
I'll be courageous if you can pretend you've forgiven me

Because I don't know you anymore
I don't recognize this place
The picture frames have changed and so has your name
We don't talk much anymore
We keep running from the pain
But what I wouldn't give to see your face again

I know I let you down
Again and again
I know I never really treated you right
I've paid the price
I'm still paying for it every day

So maybe I shouldn't have called
Was it too soon to tell?
Oh what the hell
It doesn't really matter
How do you redefine something that never really had a name?
Has your opinion changed?

Because I don't know you anymore
I don't recognize this place
The picture frames have changed and so has your name
We don't talk much anymore
We keep running from the pain
But what I wouldn't give to see your face again

I see your face
I see your face

Posted by: Arleigh at 2:33 PM


"One person has the ability to create, and the ability to destroy all with their own words."
God has created this world with his words and then handed over that power to us humans.

Maybe it is me, but I can think of times when someone's words have broken me. Soon after someone stepped in to build me back up. For example... Amber stepped out, sports/art stepped in, sports/JROTC stepped out, and Kristen stepped in. Yes there have been other things coming and going, such as Val or Anand, and my parents TRYING to help in their own way.
My mom once told me that in life you are never truely alone, you just have to look alittle harder in the dark. I find that true, still to this day- three years later.

Yesterday Anand and I chilled with Dale. She turned into a really cool chica. I think the first thing that grabbed my attention was her laugh. I always love having friends that enjoy laughing. Anand and I kicking each others asses WWF style. Even with him having some 50 pounds on me and me being gimpy and shit. I still held my own!! :o) We picked out my corsage and I can't find anywhere that will make the buttonear thing the way I want. So probably Friday or Thursday I'll go downtown and have them let me make my own.
Good news about prom, I can walk enough to wear my white Adidas classics, I think it will be cute!! Just have to clean 'em up.

Kristen left for home today... prolly around 9'sh this morning. Won't be there till 3-4pm. I hope she doesn't hit the rain...

My spanish food turned out pretty damn well, especially since I can't cook worth a shit!! Def. not goign to staff meeting today, going home and sleeping then visiting Adam at the pool he's sitting today. Nothing else to do cuz no ones around, Anands at a track meet, kristens in ohio, Dalei's working i think, and Jps in philly. .. So swimming and sleep is my POD today.
Posted by: Arleigh at 11:04 AM


5.7.2002
yea i like that pic that ars posted.... the inspirer(sp?) is pretty hot too
Posted by: Anand at 8:51 PM

what ya guys think, the photographer is kinda hot ;o)
Posted by: Arleigh at 8:49 PM

ahhh fun fun fun, spent a hard earned $16 of food money on that damn corsage... ars was jumpin around like a monkey today, funny stuff since she's supposed to be on crutches!

i'm just sittin here bored as usualy, kinda bummin(one person knows bout what :-O ) ahh well, more later maybe
Posted by: Anand at 7:11 PM


The senior awards weren't that bad, I left half way through at the intermission, no point in staying if I was already awarded my sheeet. Now I'm off to find flowers for friday, make a hair and nail apt and then clean my room up some. Gotta make meatballs for class tomorrow and start reading Hamlet, which should be tons of fun... not.
Everyones leaving the academy tonight, well mostly everyone. I'm going to miss my firsties. Kent and Alex will be around annapolis all summer/fall, but Kristen will be down in Virginia- bout 1.5 hours away. Last night it hit me talking to Kent and Kristen that it may be the last time I'll talk to them like this on AIM, like I have everynight for the past few months... like friends normally do. Now it comes to an end and things change as Kristen said this morning.
I think once school is over for the time being I'm going to start writing again...
Posted by: Arleigh at 2:57 PM

hey just bored in school and checking this.... Barsars gets to choose her corsage this afternoon... with all $19 we have between the two of us

here's my quote of the day:
"The Cruelist lies are often told in silence" - Robert Louis Stevenson
Posted by: Anand at 12:22 PM


http://cscsxe.blogspot.com/ - its ugly, but has good quotes.
Posted by: Arleigh at 10:40 AM

http://www.thefagfiles.com/
Posted by: Arleigh at 10:36 AM

I really don't know what to do with JROTC, I feel like I should stay- but I don't think its the right thing to do in my heart. I cant' deal with these people for three weeks. And yes I keep getting when ur in the workforce will you deal with your co workers, it's different these people WERE my friends. I guess the thing on my mind, with everything is... "Things change, change is good- we're moving on. Scary but good."

Senior awards are this afternoon, I know I am being awarded one for JROTC, I didnt' dress for it- because I seriously don't care.
Posted by: Arleigh at 10:30 AM


5.6.2002
We must say goodbye
To our desires and needs
Time must hold them
For alittle while atleast.
The wind won't blow
Our love will last
No tornado can knock
Down that house of ours.

Will you love me till
All these days are past?
Memories are strong willed
I can't stop thinking
Can't get this out of my head
Now tell me, this is forever
No joke, no game that will be played.

Let me lay down my head
I want to feel your heart beat
I will collapse into you
My soul is yours to keep

wrote it awhile ago, but posting again cuz its on my mind, running thru my thoughts.
Posted by: Arleigh at 10:31 PM


Ha if i wasn't in deep shit from school we woulda rearranged my room.. but no I'm doing it in a few to vent. I'm so freaking annoyed by the stupid people at my school. I want outta JROTC, for many reasons- one being I dont' want my last three weeks of school be hell because of certain people in the unit, two because I just want out and three I'm tired of dealing with it. I know the last two reasons are stupid, but ohwell- I've sucked up what I think for the past 3 years, I have three weeks left and they are going to hear what I have to say, or atleast see it.
So tomorrow I get to goto school, go to Dr williams and then go to spanish. I'm going to hear prolly 6 hours of total crap tomorrow, but ohwell ya know. I saw the Scorpian King this weekend, and ya know thou I found it kinda dumb the ROCK had a good point... we chose our destiny, no one else. I either let this shit bring down my last three weeks of high school and make it so it either really sux, or really isn't my last three weeks (that would suck) That means I'm going to suck it up and tell everyone to kiss my ass may 25th.
What is bothering me the most over all this is that CDR called my folks saying I disappointed him or something. I wanted outta this mess 4 months ago, yet I sucked it up because I thought I owed it to him. This past week I finally realized, in life yes sometimes you owe people money or whatnot- but in the end you owe it to yourself to live your life how you want it. That has been my problem forever, I've owed it to my parents or teachers or coach or friends, but ya know when I'm graduating in 3 weeks, I'll be happy for myself. Not for my parents dealing with me, or teachers teaching me what I should know. But because in the end when it came down to either deal or die, I dealt- for myself.
I'll prolly write more later, need to do some homework and shit.
Posted by: Arleigh at 6:13 PM

well, since she hasn't posted, arleigh kinda killed my saturday night by falling down the stairs and spraining her ankle...

and since she damaged herself, she missed the show :-( atleast we had fun friday night

prom is 4 days away and counting, arleigh you better be able to walk soon cuz crutches + prom will be interesting... arleigh's room rearrangement will be today also!
Posted by: Anand at 12:26 PM


5.3.2002
sooo much laundry, mowing and yard work... all that needs to be done before tomorrow cuz of the whole lets go to a car show thought... ohwell it should be fun. if I'm allowed to go that is lol. Anand are you going????
Posted by: Arleigh at 9:35 AM

5.2.2002
hah great, now we've resorted to conversations in person, online, on the fone, and even in blogger... so my day(heh i'm mimicking arleigh's updates from back in the day)... school, walkin into school dripping wet due to the sudden downpour, then our Fine Arts Assembly having the entire auditorium give out a chuckle at my funny picture of Arsbars, then over to her house to hang out for a few. oh and how could i forget puddle dodging this morning to keep water from the puddles out of my intake!

btw, you will get whatever i get you:-)

maybe another post later if i get bored
Posted by: Anand at 6:32 PM


5.1.2002
I would like some cafavseeaaa... or however the fuck its called ;) and some walking lessons in my shoes...but other then that no little things. I'm joking, just get me a corsage and food and you know I'm fine to go...
Posted by: Arleigh at 9:06 PM

Ugh.... 4 hours outside at the track meet at Loyola, once again, 2nd place.... Managing a team sucks! I just realized how much money i still need to make prom a success, flowers(dammit Arleigh, tell me what u want!), corsage, and all those little thing that she doesn't know about yet:D on another money related note, i just got my last month's cell bill, i owe parents another $26... that brings it to $40 for previous month, $32 for month before that, $26 for this month, then $75 for my red light ticket.

and since i wanna be cool like arleigh, i'll put in what song i'm listenin to right now.. "Whoa" - Black Rob

"I live tha fast life, come thru in tha porsche slow like WHOA"
Posted by: Anand at 9:01 PM


"i want to kiss your forehead to wake you up in the morning.
i want to be the one that puts shampoo in your hair.
i want to be the last 10 incoming and outgoing calls on your celli.
i want to be 80% of your pix in the photo albums on your dresser.
i want to know what you order at all your favorite restraunts.
i want your body wrapped in mine everynight.
i want your smell in all my clothes.
i want smiles only from you.
i want to feel your hand in mine as we walk along.
i want you, only you."


Posted by: Arleigh at 6:28 PM


So new image on the left, fixed some frame issues... a buncha new images/set up under images. I'm working on the tables, not really srue what I wanna do... but ohwell.

A quick run down on who the hell Anand Dhanda is. Probably my bestbud other then Kristen, he's always there if need be. We always are having inside jokes about something... like "I didn't know girls were white" . I decided to include him on this, hopefully he brings on some ranting so this becomes more uhh wordy. Ha wordy.

Songs downloaded today....
Tweet Oops Oh My
Ludacris- Freak Thang ft. Twista and Jagged Edge
Ludacris- Whats your Fantasy (Remix)
Mary J. Blige- Beautiful (White Label House Remix)
Dimes- Whoa Now
Posted by: Arleigh at 4:48 PM



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